Im happy that many ppl agree with me.
lol.
im seriously not laughing but im smiling.
Jerk, yes jerk.
lol.
im not laughing again. but im smirking.

argh.
fucking irritated.
i think back, and seriously, he's abit like one.
if you're reading this, and wondering why you are one, ask me.

i regretted apologising.
okay, maybe not, cause partly it was my fault.
but, to think again. i regret apologising.

Crying over someone who didnt appreciates me is not worth it.
but, I was kinda useless.
so, is it true? I dont know.

Maybe my frens knew me way better.
It was his loss? I doubt so..

but the fuxking shit is that,
fuxking ppl know how to lie about their feelings.
how do they do it?
I have no idea how.

the fuxking thing that made me hurt like fuxk is how can ppl lie abt their feelings.
I could have ended this up way earlier, but ppl just seem to stop it and wanting to start afresh.

argh.
i dont care what you guys may think, but im just expressing my feelings.

ive been thinking and thinking, i cant get over it as soon as ppl tell me to.


its not just about treating me nicely, its about how honest you are towards me.



i dont know how i do it but, i hadnt been eating well .
atleast it helpd me lose weight..
i was just kidding abt the helping thing.
-.-






lol. okay,
i wanna thank those ppl who helpd me.
you know waht i mean and you know who you are. :D


Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got that whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
- rihanna, cry.