ARGH.

i don't know what's with me .


suddenly, i lose interest in everything.

gosh, i just cant accept the fact that living that dream is impossible.
im trying so hard to make it possible.
fuck it.


i think its bad to have a dream..



seriously.




haha, i think ive changed.


ive been getting comments from other ppl too they said ive changed in terms of personality and characteristic.
i can see for myself. but i just dont know how to be the old me already.
everyone's growing up. so am i.
the older we get, the more mature we are.
..






im sorry guys.