AHH
OHMY
IM HAPPY
IM SAD
IM WHATSOEVER.
-.-
3H was my dream class.
and i was really dreaming abt it.
and it came to a reality.
hweeechenggg! we gottttttttt the dreammmmmmm!!!!!!!!
and now,
it became a worst nightmare.
=(
gahhhhhhhhh
wahtttt to do righttttt ;(
futurefuturefuturefuturefuture
thinkkkkkkkk of the futureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hahahah
thinkk abtt this stopid schooooooool
and the future
= morestupidfutureschool or better school?
x.x
it was impossible i thought.
but the impossible became possible.
omg. first time in my life?
gah. to think about the future.
ofcoz im greatful to be chosen to go to 3h
but
gah
very hard to explain.
im not downgrading myself.
i am not.
i am not.
its just the stress. lol.
havent even go the class say stress rdy.
ahahh
but
i made my mind clear
im not gonna waste this chance.
im having my own spotlight now!
ohmy.
im not gonna appeal out.
yea im gonna study hard.
and be like those smart ass.
lol.
altho its just springfield.
-.-
and to think, im greatful that 3h dont have any coursework to be done.
^^
i willlll studyyyyyyyy harddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
lalalala!



andd
im fxking sad my friends are not in my class
and im not in their class which supposingly im in their class.
so unfair.
sososo unfair.
im not prepared to make new friends.
im not ggonna be as high as who am i usually in sec2.
but i hope im able to hang out with the new ppl too.
i hope im not anti social next yr.
hahahahaha.
and yeah i hope i got this chance where theee teacher mistaken my name with someone else's.
^^
andand, to my dear dear besties who's not in my classs
i hope you guys wont forget me and we'll always be together okay!
we'll nevrrrr be separatedddd okay!
yay.
im gonna miss those happy times we've been thru.
gah=(
thru thick and thin we've been thru i dont think im prepared to be separated frm you guys
you guys rawk my life
you guys changd me
yeah you guys did!
i was never crazy like those times before.
im gonna miss our fun times in class, outside class, toilet, lessons, manymany
im gonna miss 2f la!
T.T
just dont forgetttt me!!!!!!!!!!!1
gahhhh we should stll be together next yr!
yes!
during recess time, etc!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
*sobs*
shushan,lixian,xinyi,cheryl and many many
dont forget me horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
=(
cheryl, stick to your promises, okay? see me must hug and kiss.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
hahahahah

im gonna strt studying prtty soon.....


i dont want everyone to think im downgrading.
thats why i chose the path which i hope its the right path for me.
and with this path, who knows im able to get out frm springfield faster?
weee. 3H, here i come(?)
<3


sadly, you just dont understand my situation.
gah.
i shed thousands of tears also, you wont care abt me(?)
i bet you dont care abt me.
gahhh.
i shared part of my everyday life with you.
the shxt is unbearable.
im wondering,
when am i gonna be taken to those pretty skies up thre.
and i bet when im taken to upthere,you will then realise it right. and strt regretting.
youalways think im complaining.
then, i'll rather shut the fxk up right.
and wait.
..
...................................
youmayneverknow...